The Flavour Of Life

Sunday Morning,1st of March

2009-03-01T11:56:00.003+08:00

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March has stepped in and I have another approximately 2 months before my semester ends...I dun enjoy my hectic life currently...many assignments and projects are piling up and I am kinda disorganized! (don't know which one to start first and which one to focus more)...haih!...there are also many decisions to make..I've tried to stop procrastinating yet I still do the same thing again and again...

Yesterday I had a nice sleep :) and woke up pretty late 2day ;)...so nice!....I usually enjoy sunday mornings especially when it's a sunny day...I feel happy too when the sun shines brightly every sunday morning :)...today didn't go to church since I went for the sunset mass yesterday...so, today I have the chance to get up late...yippee!!...

However, later my day will be filled with assignments and projects which I need to complete for this week's submission...So, it's not gonna be a free day after all...How I wish the weekends are longer...2 days for weekends are not enough for me to do what I like!...huhuhu....

Are we lucky to live in this world?

2009-02-27T00:08:00.006+08:00

Yes, sometimes I feel so...there are times I ask myself why I was born into this world...

I was so touched after watching The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.It is a beautiful story, well narrated and greatly performed by famous actors....Brad Pitt and Cate Blanchett brought their characters well...even the background songs were well fitted to every scene in the movie...No wonder it was nominated for the Oscars...10/10 for this movie!

After watching it, I wondered if such person exist, would he/she be able to cope with whatever that is happening to him/her, how would people react to his/her condition...Sometimes, we often say 'How I wish I am younger now'....but, after watching this movie, I think being younger as you age is also difficult and impossible...

No matter how/what we are fated to be, I'll always thank God for letting me to be born and live normally like others...I recommend all those who have not watched this movie to watch it..

Next movie to be watched : Slumdog Millionaire - Hope the story fascinate me :)

mId TeRm!

2009-02-17T23:05:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow, i'll be sitting for my first mid term paper for this semester, Entrepreneurship. Hope i can perform my best! :)...Have been burning the midnight oil since yesterday...Tired...But I don't want to give up yet...Since I'm in my final semester in uni before I go for my internship, so I'm aiming for a good result...Thus, i can leave the uni with pride :)...haha!....

After tomorrow, there will be a series of mid terms and I am gonna to prepare well and do my best!....yeah!

To all my classmates, Good Luck!..Gambatte Kudasai!!

The goodness of Omega-3

2009-02-17T00:14:00.005+08:00

Yesterday my Entrepreneurship lecturer advised us to take Omega-3 supplements to enhance our brain's function as he saw all of us looked tired...
I remembered when i was young, my mum would give me Scotts Emulsion...love the taste but then as I grow up i stopped drinking it...i think that's why sometimes i feel my mind is blank n i look blur...
so, i'm gonna start drinking Scotts Emulsion again to save my almost dying brain!..

hElLo 2 cLaSsEs

2009-02-03T21:36:00.003+08:00

Holidays ended n classes resumed to normal....kinda lazy but have no choice...life is about challenges and how you deal with them...the more challenged your life is, the more meaningful it will be...a lesson which i learned through past experiences...

Handed my chapter 1 of my final year project report and will know lecturer's comments about it tomorrow...i hope i have written it well...

Also have to start looking for companies for Industrial Training (practical)...planning 2 find around KLCC or Cyberjaya....maybe Air Asia also ;) (my dream place to work at)...and nw i realised i haven't prepare my resume...dang!...

In that case, better start typing my resume...c ya ;)

Holidays....

2009-01-30T17:36:00.003+08:00

Happy 5th day Chinese New Year to all everyone!...

Happy Birthday to my sweet lovely mum :)...i love you mum :)...thanks for being the best mum to me :)....may all your dreams come true :)...wish you good health n prosperity in ur new age ;)...

For this holiday, i kinda had fun...hanged out with my best friends, watched my favourite movies and K-dramas, read Cleo in a day,enjoyed my day alone doing activities i like...hehe...tats so me;)...

Have to finish all my assignments though...which i dun like but i have to...still got lots more to do but since i'm kind of lazy so i think it'll be a last minute work...hehe...

Hopefully, the weekends don't go away fast cause i still feel I have not enjoyed my holidays 100% yet...i need more holidays!...cause after this mid-sem holiday, i think i'll have a very busy and tensed life...huhuhu...

Neway, enjoy the last remainings of your holidays ;)...

Hopefully, we can meet again, Ling, Syu n Bi :)....

After so long...

2009-01-21T00:42:00.003+08:00

It has been 21 days since the year 2009 started....yet, i have not make any resolution...too many things i wish to do but i just don't know which 1 i should prioritize...argh!...all these are making me confused...besides, lately i have become more hot-tempered, keep on cursing whenever things are not right...the bathroom door of our house is gonna break soon and the idiot house owner keep on finding excuses to avoid fixing it...to the house owner:'yah!, are you guys nuts?'.....

Besides that, with the final year project coming along the way, i m waiting when can i start developing the system...the thing is i dunno where n how to start it....and thinking about it makes me more frustrated...argh!...what should i do???.....

Hope, all these confusions and frustrations can end soon...

Oh God,please help me!!

Hopefully, i can come up with some good resolutions as soon as possible so that I can have something to look forward to and to work hard at...

nite2 ^^

A story worth thinking....Enjoy ;)

2008-10-16T20:58:00.003+08:00

Got this mail from my friend, thought want to share with you all..Hope it can make everyone realise that we are lucky to be born perfect into this world..Hope this story can motivate me and others too..take care ;)

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: 'I am blind, please help.' There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, 'Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?'

The man said, 'I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way.'
What he had written was: 'Today is a beautiful day and I cannot see it.'

Do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing?

Of course both signs told people the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Great men say, 'Life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction, of discarding evil and developing goodness.... In the journey of life, if you want to travel without fear, you must have the ticket of a good conscience.'

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling...
And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!!

Unhappy,Insecure,Unsatisfied....

2008-10-16T00:35:00.005+08:00

Since last week, i feel like there is something wrong with me...I have not been satisfied with myself and also with many things around me...At times, I feel like crying for no apparent reason...When i'm supposed to be happy with my achievements, i don't feel so..I feel something is not right and not enough!...I feel that everything I do is not right...but i can't figure out what is it...I feel like I still have not achieved many things and have not own many things...why?..what is it that i really want?...i dunno...looking for the answer makes me tired and frustrated...i'm confused...i am feeling sad right now...i want to scream at the top of my lungs!....i feel like crying because i'm scared, worried, tensed up and unsatisfied...but of what?...

I feel like running away from where i am...i want to start a new life, have my type of friends (who will stick with me till the end), new interest, new work, and everything new...i want to be who i'm...there are so many things that i want to do, so many dreams I want to achieve, so many hopes I want to fulfill.....but with the environment that i'm currently in, it seems a big deal to me...i just want to get away from the negative auras around me which keep on stopping me from doing the things that i want...i dunno, i just feel like sharing it today cause i can't keep all those feelings to myself already...it is becoming a burden to me...

i wish there is someone who can really understand what i'm going through....i need a hug...i need a shoulder to lie on....i can't share this to my best friends cause they too have their own problems they need to think of...i don't want to make my parents worry of me....haih!...i just want to be myself...i want to enjoy the best moments around me....there are so many things that i want....I want my life back!..... I want to know who am I?...

*suddenly i feel like pouring out everything that has been locked inside my heart for so long*

Yeah!

2008-10-11T02:21:00.003+08:00

Have a nice day ahead ;)..
*Think positive!*

Proposal Daisakusen

2008-10-08T16:09:00.005+08:00

*Don't lament about the past but rather change the present for the future*
* Ask and it shall be given
Seek and you shall find
Knock and it shall be opened to you *

Those were some positive words I heard from watching the Japanese drama Proposal Daisakusen...jt finished watching it...a very nice drama about love and friendship :)....and funny too!...a very motivating drama where in every episode, the fairy gives advices which can be implemented in our lives too...i sooo love this drama...have included it into my favourite dramas list...hehe ;)....i learn a lot from this drama...;)....the hero is good looking and the heroine is also cute!...hehe...

Synopsis of the drama :
Iwase Ken and Yoshida Rei have been friends since elementary school. Ken is obstinate and unskilled in love, but he fell long ago for the lively and cheerful Rei. Rei, however, is about to get married to another man. While Ken and other friends from high-school attend the wedding ceremony, a fairy appears and sends Ken back in time, giving him a second chance to win the girl he loves.

Source : http://www.jdorama.com/drama.1136.htm

BaCk tO nOrMaL...

2008-10-06T11:09:00.003+08:00

Hiyya, i'm back in Malacca...yesterday, after i reach my house, straight away started with my project...dun wanna wait till d last minute to finish it...

Today morming's class canceled so, got to wake up late n just finished watchg a chapter of the current Japanese serial drama i'm watching, Proposal Daisakusen...watching this make me wish that i too want to be loved...by a guy, i mean....haih!...looking at my friends falling in love and having their special one, makes me wish for one...i just want to feel and experience how is it like to be loved...will that moment come some day?...i wonder...sumtimes i sit and think, 'wat i dun have that others have that make them easily attracted by guys?'...huhuhu...however, i still love to be who i am...having plenty of friends and enjoying the things i like...that's who i am and i have no regrets about it :)....i hope that someday, somewhere, someone will fall in love in me...hehe ;)....what a wish, what a hope...i'll just wait for that moment to come :)....

I guess, this week is gonna be another busy week for me..have lots of projects to complete and notes to study for lab tests...have a nice day everyone ;)

Sisters Day Out :)

2008-10-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

Yeah!...we had fun today...took my sis out for lunch and tea time...we went to every shopping complexes in Bkt Bintang...hehe...bought for her drinks and we both ate cheese cake and cheese danish at the Pavillion food court...yummy yummy :)....then we walked around, try out dresses, makeups and shoes...hehe, that was so us...*beaming*.....got stuck in d rain n we reach home late in the evening...hehe....felt bad to mum n dad but it was fun :)..*happy happy*...even drank Coffee Bean's Machiato (didn't go to Starbucks since i'm on tight budget..huhuhu...)...managed to do everything I wanted before I go back...hehe..:)

Too bad I don't have any camera with me...or else I would have captured all the fun moments we had today...this makes me wish if i have a camera phone with me...I'll try my best to save money and buy a new camera phone next year...gambate to me!...

Huhuhu, my holiday has come to end and I'll be back to Malacca tomorrow evening :(...gonna miss all the fun moments I had with my family members this week....well, life has to go on and I have a duty to fulfill as a child. So far i've finished a part of my assignments and hopefully i'll complete them on time when i'm at my house tomorrow...

Bye, bye to holidays and Hi! to classes and assignments........

Selamat Hari Raya!!!!

2008-10-01T01:22:00.002+08:00

It's 1st of October and its Raya today...so, i take this opportunity to wish all my Malay frens Selamat Hari Raya!!!!!!!...especially to my besties, Bibi and Syuhada...have a great Raya this season gals! :)

Yesterday so happy, bought myself a new wallet with my own pocket money which i have saved before this...the purse that i'm currently using is too big for me and i don't really like using it though it looks nice and its leather :0...not my type for now i guess...and i bought it within my targeted budget..hahaha...so happy happy!!!...:)

Just finished watching Terminator:The Sarah Connor chronicles 1st season..i can say, it great!...n i enjoyed it...:)...my type of series where u have d gal as a hero...watching Sarah fights makes me wish that i too wanna learn how to fight like her....haha...and i also like Thomas Decker as John Connor in d series...a computer geek who knows how to hack...i wish i too have d ability and d knowledge 2 hack a system..haha...sounds bad rite??...but sometimes these knowledges are useful...too bad i'm still in the early stage of learning bout computers...learning about computers is kinda interesting u know...in the end, its all about logic, maths and strategy....i'm still along the way to master logic which i find myself lacking sometimes.....cos i'm more of the left-brained person...

Watching Thomas Decker in Terminator reminds me when i used to watch him a lot in Honey I Shrunk The Kids when i was about 11 years old..that geek and tech savvy kid in the Szalinsky family...he was cute with those spectacles back then and i had soft spot over him back then that i would not miss watching that show...haha...those were the good old days ;)....and he has grown cuter now...with the same face cut and without the spectacles...i like his eyes the most because its kinda special...*cute*...hehe...even saw him acted in Heroes as the cheerleader's friend (suddenly i can't remember her name..haha..;p)...and he is still my all time favourite actors....haha...can't help it ;)....thats what happens when i see any cute guys on any tv shows...hehe...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!!!!!!!...once again ;)

HaPPy hApPy :)

2008-09-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

Yay! finished all my asgmts that i need 2 submit for this week...ah, what a relieve! :)...had sleepless nights these few days..huhuhu....so happy happy, holiday is coming n i'm looking forward 2 a great one..yeah!....make sure that i go shopping n eat my favourite dishes in town..hehe ;p

Since i was busy d last few days, rewarded myself today 2 a sweet romantic movie, Maid Of Honour.....it was funny and romantic :)...patrick dempsey is so hot in d movie! (pity he faced several mishaps in d movie...ouch!...that must b painful!)...i enjoyed watching it n will add it into my favourite movies list :)..hehe....a good movie 2 watch after a hard week of work...

Looking forward to go back home this Sat...
Happy Holidays everyone!
Ja!...:)

Huhuhu....

2008-09-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

todays flavour:sour,spicy...

well, if you guys look at my blog, it looks messy n disorganized. i'm currently trying to customize my blog bit by bit..so, it may take time before my page looks perfect..just have to wait ya...

today, got back my mid term papers for java n web application..so sad, the marks sucks!...i could have done better!...why i'm so smart to make careless mistakes??...haih!...lucky d carry marks for both mid term are 10 so i can try to gain more marks from projects, quizzes, lab tests and assignments...must work hard n smart!...yeah!...

*miss my sleep!*
*miss watching movies,series,dramas*
*miss being lazy*
*miss reading story books*
*miss kl, bkt bintang*
*miss window shopping*
*miss starbucks, pavillion's food court*

huhuhu....starting from today till next month, i'll have to stay up late daily to finish up all projects n study for lab tests...huhuhu...its k, i take as 1 of my challenge...way to go gal!..

k, ja! ;)

fuh!

2008-09-21T17:59:00.000+08:00

finally, Java assignment nightmare has ended!..fuh!...now have to concentrate on other projects..still got a month 2 go b4 classes end n finals come by...oh finals!...that's another hurdle that i have to jump over...

today, went out to relax my mind and get some fresh air after a week locked myself in my room completing all my assignments....later, plan 2 treat my classmate who helped me 2 complete my Java assignments for 2 days...thank God he helped me!...otherwise i'll be a dead meat!...thanks cj :)

raya holidays will arrive in a week..can't wait 2 go back! :)...unfortunately, managed to get bus ticket on d 27th morning..no choice lor:(...plan 2 watch lots of movies i had saved in my laptop n window shop at bukit bintang during this raya holiday..yay!..but, cannot enjoy so much cause need to complete all my projects..huhuhu...

okie, enjoy ur week guys ;)..

Crazy...

2008-09-18T02:40:00.000+08:00

Pic: The kawaii Oguri Shun..hehehe...i set this pic as my current desktop background...:)

Had been pretty busy lately with many assignments to complete especially the most important one is Java. The requirements for the assignment are complicating and confusing. Tried to look back at my lecture notes to re-understand but no use. Still can't figure out how to solve the question...huhuhu...JAVA is driving me crazy!!!!!

Went back last Friday and had a great time with my family attending the Our Lady Of Lourdes feast at the church where i usually go during my childhood days...so nice get to meet all my old Sunday school mates..all have grown up!..some are working, some married n some even with children already!..gosh, time has certainly moved very fast!...also had a great time shopping with my dad for computer accessories and we shared so many stories while shoppping..hehe...not bad after all to shop with dad;)

Lately, i'm crazy of everything Japanese..Japanese songs, Japanese food (sushi!,ramen..nyam nyam...), Japanese brands and Japanese actors (Oguri Shun my favie!kawaii!!!) ..even my room also has posters of shun...gosh!..he's so kawaii!!!(cute!).i love his hairstyle and facecut;it's more anime-like..My aim now is to master the Japanese language and one day visit Japan (if possible wanna meet shun ;)..)..GAMBATE! to me!...now i regret why my dad didn't send me to chinese school...huhuhu...otherwise it would be easier for me to master Japanese...also, i have a huge collection of Japanese songs and my favourite one so far is Monochrome by Bennie K (Binbo Danshi OST)...looks like the Japanese has invaded my mind..hahaha...

ok,need to continue my Java assignment...ja!

When will all these end??

2008-09-08T20:28:00.000+08:00

almost 1 month i have not visited my blog..huhuhu...

many things happened in these past 1 month :

workload has increased, have to spend time more for projects and assgnments..

life has become boring since i feel lonely at times. Sometimes wish 2 have *a special one* beside me cos looking at my friends having one makes me feel the need to have one too..huhuhu..

holidays were full of assignments and projects..even had to go back 2 malacca early during the semester break to complete my group project

i have increased 2 kg of my weight ..oh no!..but now i look better..hehe..chubbier ;p..guess have to stop growing more or else i won't look nice.

exams sucks!..i forgot some of the facts and end up not doing well..huhuhu..hopefully the results are ok..:)

miss watching movies :(..got lots of them still in my pending list.

With so many assignments and projects to complete and also mid terms to prepare, i wonder when will all these end??..when??...when??...

I'm waiting for the day when i can enjoy my life as i want to and do things as i like..

n i'll wait no matter what......;)

Exam 2mrw!

2008-08-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

was busy these few days..had to think for a title for my psm(final year project)..finally got one!

-online bus ticket purchasing system-

how is my title?? i think i can do it though i haven't learn some of d programming languages yet (like php n html) which i need for this project..gambate 2 me!..;)..so, sunday night i did my proposal and on monday it was approved by my supervisor..yippee!!..1 work done :)

then yesterday was busy doin summary for my critical and creative thinking subject..and we had to do 10 pages long!..walauweh!...the passage given was 4 pages long..i wondered *that's not a summary but more to explanation!* *damn!*..my classmates n i are still wondering why we have to take up this subject.

2day, my lecturer treated us with drinks n cake (Secret Recipe's fruit cake with chesse topping!) since it's his wife's birthday..that's so kind of him =)..n d cake was yummy yummy...hehehe..n he also bought for us souvenirs from his trip 2 Jakarta last week..btw, he's from Indonesia and he's a very caring lecturer..but sometimes we have problems trying to understand what's he's trying to say in class as he speaks English more to d Indonesian slang.

Now, i have to study for my Java mid term tomorrow nite.Besides, 2mrw morning also,i have to attend the Infosys graduation..dunno want to attend or not..if i go, i'll miss my classes esp. my favourite GIS class n i'll also be alone at d function..but if i don't go, i'll miss d fun since it's a once in a lifetime experience..huhuhu..which 1 should i choose??..

well, i'll only know my decision tomorrow..it depends on my mood..haih!...

My Day...

2008-08-09T19:49:00.000+08:00

Just came back after my seniors convo.It was nice to look at all those smiling faces of the graduates there..So happy..Can't wait for mine in two years time..hehe..i'll try my best to complete this course with flying colours n make my parents proud of me.GAMBATE to me!

Last nite had a nice sleep..not always i get to wake up late like this..hehe..since i'm alone in my house, i cleaned my room and also d house..damn tiring n my back ached after that!..then watched anime for a while.currently watching makai senki disgea. not that bad.. but not my type of anime... just watch cos want to know the storyline.

Last nite succesfully watched Gokusen 1 till d final chapter.I enjoyed d drama..esp since shun (currently my fav Japanese actor ;) ) is acting in it as Uchiyama Haruhiko.I also like the character Yankumi sensei acted by Nakama Yukie. She brought her character well as the homeroom teacher of class 3D ( the hardest class to maintain in Shirokin Gakuen).Also Matsumoto Jun is acting as Shin, he looks better in here (hotter!) than in Hana Yori Dango.

Lately i'm more crazy to Japanese drama than Korean drama cos the actors are very animated and they are hot!...i like their hair..if i were a guy i would probably have that kind of hair style..hehehe..

ok, wan 2 take my bath 1st..ja!..enjoy ur day ahead ;)

My first blog.

2008-08-08T09:50:00.000+08:00

heyya, everyone ;)

have been waiting this for long..to have a blog account in blogger.com cos i find my friendster blog doesn't allow me to customize my blog.

just only fixed streamyx at my house so can go online 24/7..hehehe..

i'll try 2 update my blog as often as i can. gambate to me!

weather here is kinda dull since yesterday..it rained yesterday n today, it's cloudy..boring boring..

2day all classes are canceled since all d lecturers r busy with d convo preparation which will b held tomorrow..

my today to-do list (hopefully i'll do everything..hehe..)

1. do some Java lab exercise since next week will be my Java mid-term exam.
2. find topic for my PSM project (have to submit by next week n i'm still blur as to what system m i gonna develop)
3. go n shop for gifts for my seniors who will graduating .
4. watch 1 episode of gokusen (jap drama) - very interesting drama, shun n matsumoto so hot n kawaii!! huhu.. even d sensei is funny (like her character vry much =))

*have a nice day ahead everyone*

*The Flavour Of Life*